Short Playlist Working Out

I'm sorry that it isn't a long playlist but I had some troubles. I hope you understand me! 

Hugs and kisses * Mel *

Working Out

Everybody needs to do it. For their healt and everything we are taking about working out. I am going to start again tomarrow but I want you guys to start to because it sets pease in your head. So because music brings allot of fun in the work out I will post my playlist tomarrow. I hope it gets you motivated!

Hugs and kisses * Mel *

And.....NO!

Heey everybody just a fast comment on my last message. I DON'T WANT TO SMOKE! The only reason why I wanted to smoke is because I want to lose a bit weight and now I know that that is THE wrong way to do it! Smoking is bad for you and you should NOT do it because of lame reasons like looking cool and that kind of bullshit. So please DON'T IT IS NOT WORTH IT!

Hugs and kisses * Mel *

I ♥ May and ......

Heey I have no school for the rest 2 weeks!!! I really love May. I don't like go to a different country or something I just stay here in my cold land! But this month does something with me or it's my good friend I really want to smoke. I don't know why but it's killing me. My friend has trown away hers so I took them like 10 minutes ago. I don't want to smoke I think I am not going to.....but somehow I just want to smoke but also not.....ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh this suks. But I...I...I really don't know pff!

Hugs and kisses * Mel *

Smoking

Heey everybody!
I have a good friend of my who smokes. Let me first tell you that it is wrong. It is like your in 1,000 wrong realationships! You could get cancer and then die! That's why I am telling you to quit and find other ways to handel with your stress. Listen to me I know that stress is a whorible thing and you want to lose it but smoking can't take away your problems. So if you smoke take ut down easly. Soon I'll post some tips to stop with smoking!  Stay Strong

Hugs and kisses * Mel *

Food Pff......

Hey Today I'm going to write about having trouble with eating. There will be more about that topic in my blog because everybody knows the pressure, the pain, the broken promisses and trust and food plays a big part in that point. I sometimes starve myself it's not good I know. But body image is something you have and you can't really do something about it because you don't know if it's real or fake. Some girls tell me that I have THE PERFECT BODY but when I look in the mirror I can't see it. Food can take somebody's life over. tHat's why I'm going to write alot about food, cutting, starving and verything that has something to do with that. I think if you eat good food you have nothing to worry about but please don't starve yourself it's not good. They won't do it for you so why should you? Just believe that everything will be better son or later! If you can't talk with somebody leave a message on the blog or whatever because nothing is more important then you and everything that comes with it! So for all the girls and boys out there REMEMBER: Love Is Louder Then The Pressure To Be Perfect. You can learn for me and I can from you! There will be GOOD losing weight soon because I also used to be overweigt but I lost like 40/35 pounds so it's possible! Hugs and kisses *Mel*

Wings by Aprilynne Pike

Hello everyone with internet.
I can't post my playlist today it's not done yet but I promiss soon! I want to tell you about a book it's AMAZING!!! At the begining you may think it's Twilight but it's not. I lovee this book it's like the same genre as the Twilight Saga. It's called Wings and it's has been written by Aprilynne Pike. You should read it if you haven't even heard of it go to a book shop or whatever. YOU HAVE TO READ THIS!!! Well I am going to crash I'll post some new stuff soon!

Hugs and kisses * Mel *

Sorry ♥

Sorry that I didn't post anything people think that we can run our lives and so all the homework you should do in a semester. Well not all of them... But today I'll hope I can post my first playlist and a post. I hope that you can understand me!
Hugs and kisses * Mel *

Rumors

So there's this girl in my class who talks behind everybody's back. There's also a girl R I called her my BFF we had that half-hart stuff but ahe told me that she talks about me so I did the same cuz to be honest I hated because I knew that she was using me. And then we ended up in a fight.  So we made up 2 or 3 weeks ago and know that rumor b*tch is being so suite to me and says to the other girl that she regrets all the stuff......THE FUCK??? Long story short watch out with the fake friends, rumors, the internet, secrets and the people who believe the fake friends. So please don't make the mistake talk talk and talk!
I hope that I could help you with my story.

Hugs and kisses * Mel *

Music

Hey everybody every know it and everybody needs it: music. I mean who doesn't listen to music. Quote: Music is my life but the lyrics are my story'. But don't pretend that your that person you need to be you and no one else cuz there all taken. You are amazing just the way you are if you aren't start listening Demi Lovato she tells you everything that you need fo hear to make you happy......in my case. Demi is my third rolemodel she sufferd an eating disorder and she also used to cut herself so I have my reasons. But please don't lose yourself.  Listen music but don't do everything of what they say cuz some music is only good to listen when your sad. I'm going to make playlists for you guys sad to happy and music that may be old but still gets me out of my chair!
Hugs and kisses *Mell*

Cutting

Heey I would be lying if I said that I've never cut myself. Well I did it some may think OMG this girl is sick well yes I am. But if you would have been in my shoes you wouldn't suevive it.....trust me. It's hard to keep your angry to yourself but I tell you heart to heart cutting isn't a option to lose your anger. I couldn't go to anyone but you can stand out! Don't cut yourself your life doesn't need people to make it miserble so please don't do it! ♥♡♥
Hugs and kisses *Mel*

Hey It's Me........I Guess?

hey I'm mel abbreviation of mellie which again abbreviation of my name, but what excites my name actually. I mean, I'm just a 13 year old girl that has dreams, secrets, pain and abnormal stress. I'm sometimes in a mood when I just want to be alone in a corner and feel bad about myself. Like some girls I want to be thin and I want to be a star but not because of the fame I love to dance and act. To bad it is one in a million chance. For the people who also have this dream (almost everybody) work hard for it maybe you are THE ONE! But I don't think I am so you lost one person out of your way. I'm a dutc girl behind a computer thinking about how her dad left, her mom hitting her, her little brother and sister who freak her out, the split between her best friends, discovering who is true and fake, gatting good grades and trust me there is allot more. Cuz people never look to you and say 'Hey you got something there'no they talk behind it behind your back and completely change it and they BLAIM you for it. I wish that I never met those people in my life. And my mom.....I don't give her enough credit for what she does. I mean she is a single mom who does everything for her 3 'little monsters'. I hope you liked reading this message cuz there will be alot more. Hugs and kisses *Mel*