Hey It's Me........I Guess?

hey I'm mel abbreviation of mellie which again abbreviation of my name, but what excites my name actually. I mean, I'm just a 13 year old girl that has dreams, secrets, pain and abnormal stress. I'm sometimes in a mood when I just want to be alone in a corner and feel bad about myself. Like some girls I want to be thin and I want to be a star but not because of the fame I love to dance and act. To bad it is one in a million chance. For the people who also have this dream (almost everybody) work hard for it maybe you are THE ONE! But I don't think I am so you lost one person out of your way. I'm a dutc girl behind a computer thinking about how her dad left, her mom hitting her, her little brother and sister who freak her out, the split between her best friends, discovering who is true and fake, gatting good grades and trust me there is allot more. Cuz people never look to you and say 'Hey you got something there'no they talk behind it behind your back and completely change it and they BLAIM you for it. I wish that I never met those people in my life. And my mom.....I don't give her enough credit for what she does. I mean she is a single mom who does everything for her 3 'little monsters'. I hope you liked reading this message cuz there will be alot more. Hugs and kisses *Mel*